Thu Jun 18, 2015 10:33 am by Hi my name is Ja'Niyah Wilson and I am 19 years old. I had big Dreams of becoming a singer/fashion designer. I know your wondering why i dont go out and chase my dreams well it aint that easy. My dreams got put on hold because i got pregnant and had a beautiful little girl named Alissa Janaye Wilson. I love my little girl with all my heart but I cant say the same about her dead beat dad. This Bitch ass nigga wasnt shit. He left me the minute I told him I was pregnant. He broke my heart that day and I actually cried for about 2 months but he old news now and i put all the pain and heart ache he brought to my life behind me. Its time for me to move on with my life and presue my dreams. So im packin me and my baby shit and getting the fuck away from Virgnia.
Chapter 1-"Sorry Ass Nigga"
"Ma where is Lissa's diaper bag" I said while looking around
"It's down here girl" my mom yelled upstaris to me
"Ok" I said while siging in relief and walking downstaris
A smile crept across my face as I seen my baby in my mother's arms looking so beautiful
"Aw look at mama's baby" Lissa giggled "Come to mama" I said while embracing her in my arms "Ma we about to go to Chris house, he said he wanted to talk"
"Ok honey be careful" She said
"I will, Lissa say bye bye to granny" I said while waving her hands for her
"Please dont say that im only 38" she said confidently
I just shook my head and walked out the door to my car. I strapped Lissa in her carseat and headed to Chris's house. When I arrived there I was anxious to hear what he had to say so I got Lissa out and walked up to the front door and knocked.
"who is it" a women asked
"Niyah" I said looking confused cuz usually he just open the door pointing his gun. On day his ass gone shoot somebody by mistake.
"Hello Im Joyce come in" she said while stepping aside to let me in
"Hi is Chris home" I asked still looking lost becuse i dont know who this women is because Chris never said anything about having a mother
"Yes come right this way" she said as I followed her to the living room
When I walked in I seen Chris sitting on the couch looking good as hell
"Whats up Niyah you looking real good" he said while licking his lips
"Hey Chris" I said dryly "What did you call me over here for?"
"I called you over here to apologize for not claiming my daughter and taking responsibility for whats mine" he said with a sinceire look on his face
"Why are you telling me this 4 days before iI leave" I asked
"Because I dont want you to leave hating me" he said
"Well its a little too late for that" I said
"Well I also wanted you to finally meet my mother" he said while looking at the lady who opened the door
"I have heard so much about you and it is so nidce to finally meet you" she said with a smile on her face
"Its nice to meet you too" I said looking so lost "Wait im confused you mean to tell me I am just now meeting your mother after a year and a half. Why didn't you tell me your mother was even alive or apart of your life because every time I asked about her you changed the subject" I said curiously
"My mom has never met any of my girlfriends because none of them were even good enough to know her name but you were the realest out of all of them. I was going to do this a long time ago but you got pregnant and I got scared so I disclaimed you and the baby and that was the dumbest decision i ever made because I miss you like hell" he said
"Wow. You know you are th reason I am leaving everything and everyone I love behind and not even thinking about looking back. Why are you just now telling me this" i said
"I don...."he started to say something but U cut him off
"Ugh you make me sick" I said while tearing up
"Look honey I know your upset right now but my son is trying" she said
"Look I gotta go" I said while gathering my things and getting Lissa
"Niyah please" he said while grabbing my arm
"Dont fucking touch me...you aint nothing but a sorry ass nigga and I hope you have a nice life" I said while walking out the door to my car and strapping Lissa in then I hopped in and speed off.
Chapter 1-"Sorry Ass Nigga"
"Ma where is Lissa's diaper bag" I said while looking around
"It's down here girl" my mom yelled upstaris to me
"Ok" I said while siging in relief and walking downstaris
A smile crept across my face as I seen my baby in my mother's arms looking so beautiful
"Aw look at mama's baby" Lissa giggled "Come to mama" I said while embracing her in my arms "Ma we about to go to Chris house, he said he wanted to talk"
"Ok honey be careful" She said
"I will, Lissa say bye bye to granny" I said while waving her hands for her
"Please dont say that im only 38" she said confidently
I just shook my head and walked out the door to my car. I strapped Lissa in her carseat and headed to Chris's house. When I arrived there I was anxious to hear what he had to say so I got Lissa out and walked up to the front door and knocked.
"who is it" a women asked
"Niyah" I said looking confused cuz usually he just open the door pointing his gun. On day his ass gone shoot somebody by mistake.
"Hello Im Joyce come in" she said while stepping aside to let me in
"Hi is Chris home" I asked still looking lost becuse i dont know who this women is because Chris never said anything about having a mother
"Yes come right this way" she said as I followed her to the living room
When I walked in I seen Chris sitting on the couch looking good as hell
"Whats up Niyah you looking real good" he said while licking his lips
"Hey Chris" I said dryly "What did you call me over here for?"
"I called you over here to apologize for not claiming my daughter and taking responsibility for whats mine" he said with a sinceire look on his face
"Why are you telling me this 4 days before iI leave" I asked
"Because I dont want you to leave hating me" he said
"Well its a little too late for that" I said
"Well I also wanted you to finally meet my mother" he said while looking at the lady who opened the door
"I have heard so much about you and it is so nidce to finally meet you" she said with a smile on her face
"Its nice to meet you too" I said looking so lost "Wait im confused you mean to tell me I am just now meeting your mother after a year and a half. Why didn't you tell me your mother was even alive or apart of your life because every time I asked about her you changed the subject" I said curiously
"My mom has never met any of my girlfriends because none of them were even good enough to know her name but you were the realest out of all of them. I was going to do this a long time ago but you got pregnant and I got scared so I disclaimed you and the baby and that was the dumbest decision i ever made because I miss you like hell" he said
"Wow. You know you are th reason I am leaving everything and everyone I love behind and not even thinking about looking back. Why are you just now telling me this" i said
"I don...."he started to say something but U cut him off
"Ugh you make me sick" I said while tearing up
"Look honey I know your upset right now but my son is trying" she said
"Look I gotta go" I said while gathering my things and getting Lissa
"Niyah please" he said while grabbing my arm
"Dont fucking touch me...you aint nothing but a sorry ass nigga and I hope you have a nice life" I said while walking out the door to my car and strapping Lissa in then I hopped in and speed off.
