[center]SURREALL PRINCESS PRODUTIONZ
FIRST QUARTER/THE BEGINNING
"Just dont worry about it sweetie your safe with me"my dad said trying to
ease my pain."why does she hate me daddy?What did i do so bad to make her not want me,love me?
What is it I want to know",referring to my mother.My mother and I didnt have that close bond...
matter of fact i dont remember having a bond at all...SHAME is all i can say..That was the PAST this is
the PRESENT and my FUTURE awaits me...
2months BEFORE
"fuck you,you little slut!you aint gone be shit just like me!"my mother yelled as she pushed
her finger deeper into my forhead."now go outside and make my money!Thats all your good for!"
Maybe she was right..my mom never gave a shit about me so why should i give a damn about myself?? I walked out my mothers one bedroom apartment located in the ghetto projects of brooklyn to do what i was told..look at me 17 years old in an environment with prostitutes and crackheads while my dad whom my mother would never let me visit or associate with over the phone was living the life in a big playboy mansion in the suburbs! I always wonder how could a man like that want a woman like my triflan ass mama..
"hey sweet thang,can i take you for a ride?"some old ass man called out to me..Are you freaking serious? This old cat looked as if he could be my grandfather. Unexpectantly I waved him off and shot the bird,speed walking down the side walk not noticing the old man in the cadillac was following me slowly in his car.."Is there something you want!?"walking faster hoping and praying to god that this man doesnt try anything on me..
Before i knew it old dude had the nerve to snatch me up and put me into his car..the last thing i could hear was screeching tires..everything went black in a matter of seconds.........
should i keep going??
FIRST QUARTER/THE BEGINNING
"Just dont worry about it sweetie your safe with me"my dad said trying to
ease my pain."why does she hate me daddy?What did i do so bad to make her not want me,love me?
What is it I want to know",referring to my mother.My mother and I didnt have that close bond...
matter of fact i dont remember having a bond at all...SHAME is all i can say..That was the PAST this is
the PRESENT and my FUTURE awaits me...
2months BEFORE
"fuck you,you little slut!you aint gone be shit just like me!"my mother yelled as she pushed
her finger deeper into my forhead."now go outside and make my money!Thats all your good for!"
Maybe she was right..my mom never gave a shit about me so why should i give a damn about myself?? I walked out my mothers one bedroom apartment located in the ghetto projects of brooklyn to do what i was told..look at me 17 years old in an environment with prostitutes and crackheads while my dad whom my mother would never let me visit or associate with over the phone was living the life in a big playboy mansion in the suburbs! I always wonder how could a man like that want a woman like my triflan ass mama..
"hey sweet thang,can i take you for a ride?"some old ass man called out to me..Are you freaking serious? This old cat looked as if he could be my grandfather. Unexpectantly I waved him off and shot the bird,speed walking down the side walk not noticing the old man in the cadillac was following me slowly in his car.."Is there something you want!?"walking faster hoping and praying to god that this man doesnt try anything on me..
Before i knew it old dude had the nerve to snatch me up and put me into his car..the last thing i could hear was screeching tires..everything went black in a matter of seconds.........
should i keep going??
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