Chapter 4:
Let’s Try PleaseTrevor kissed me! And I kissed him right back. I couldn’t believe it. When we pulled away we still had our arms around each other. Could I do this again? Could I allow myself to fall in love again? I remembered what Tia had told me about sorting myself out before I even think of falling in love again.
I looked up into his eyes trying to find answers to my questions. He was caressing my face and it felt so good.
‘You’ve been thinking a lot huh?’
‘Yeah I have Shontelle. I’m thinking you and I can be good together. You’ve been through a really bad time and so have I although it wasn’t exactly the same as yours’
I smiled. ‘You think? How sure of yourself are you?’
He didn’t answer, he just leaned towards me again and whispered ‘100%’ before his lips met mine and we were lip locked once more. I can’t remember the last time a guy kissed me with such intense passion without trying to get in-between my legs.
I forced myself to pull away and laughed. ‘Yeah I see that’
‘But seriously Trevor, I’m scared. You think I won’t hurt you? How you know I won’t? How do you know that I won’t get mad for the smallest things...so mad that you’ll get fed up of defending yourself? I can’t Trevor...you shouldn’t...You’ll get fed of me so quickly...All my boyfriends have.’
I was crying now and wrapped his arms around me and lifted my face to look at him.
‘Hey stop crying please. You know what...let’s take this slow. I like you...I was attracted to you the moment I laid eyes on you. Tell me how you feeling Tel, right this moment’
‘Oh Trevor...I like you too! You’re cute and sweet and you still here next to me after everything I’ve told you...You really want this? You really want an
us?’
I really wanted a relationship with Shontelle. She was scared of messing up again...but I’d love to her help work out her trust issues.
‘Yes Shontelle I do’
‘And what happens when you go out of state for your games? Don’t you think I’d find something to get pissed about?’
‘I won’t give you any reason to! Let’s try and you’ll see’
She smiled at looked me straight in the eye. ‘Ok Trevor...I’m yours’
That’s all I needed to hear. I took her in my arms and held her tightly. ‘It’s gone be good baby’