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Chapter 19 |Continued…|
My body feels defiled. Hot tears smothered my cheeks as I felt him entering my womanhood taking all of my dignity away. A man I once was involved with, one I once said I love you to is now killing my emotions. I cried out in pain as I had my body pinned to the floor.
“You bastard!” I screamed out while trying not to choke on my tears. I never felt this vulnerable to anyone. I am the one men would fear, now here I am getting raped by one I hate to my soul.
“Shut the fuck up.” he said heavily causing a much harder lunge within me. “You know I am the one you really love.” he said in denial. He knew I moved on a very long time ago. My outcries seem to do nothing for these thick walls. His teeth sank in my neck as he sucked hard on it leaving his marks. Music barely made its way up here but I could feel slight vibrations. My hands are turning numb as his tight grip around my wrist. My skirt feel as though it is tearing apart from is massive pounding. He came within me then sat up on his knees with his semi hard-on. My motionless body felt so much pain causing it to become unbearable to move.
“You still have the best pussy.” he said with a smirk as he spread my legs wider as I noticed his head disappearing in between my legs.
A warm tongue hit my clit causing my body to slightly jerk to the feeling. I began to squirm as he sat up some.
“You like that don‘t you?” he rhetorically asked as he went back down slipping his tongue inside my sleek soar walls. I refused to moan out to his pleasure if that’s what he wants to call it,. Biting down unexpectedly on my pearl, my body jerked giving out an unintentional orgasm. He sat up with a look of satisfaction as he wiped away his lips.
He stood before me, adjusting himself. My mind want to attack him but my body was motionless. Even words I wanted to speak were unable to come fourth. All I could do was lay there and cry. My eyes were closed shut trying to forget what just took place. Footsteps carried its way to the door. The door opened leaving me to hear his last statement.
“Love you baby girl. See you soon. Oh and tell oh boy he ain‘t got shit on me.” he said shutting the door behind himself.
He is such a fucking kid. All he cares about is sex. My eyes opened looking around the now empty room that plague the scent of rape. Sitting up a little, I can feel my lower body refusing to move. I cried even harder thinking of what just happened, thinking of what just happened, thinking about the baby, thinking about Marcus, about his reaction. I gave up on trying to get up as I laid on the floor continuously crying. I’m going to kill him.
Do I hear footsteps? I didn’t bother to look up as I can hear the door open, but the two lovers were preoccupied from all of the kissing I hear. I continued to cry silently until the two made themselves know.
“What the hell happened?” Jinn said rushing towards me.
I couldn’t stop crying as it intensified thinking about what all took place.
“Go get Marcus Corey.” she said when I just wanted to tell her no…Let me be here by myself.
She placed her hand upon my shoulder causing me to jump back a little.
“Its ok. Everything is going to be ok.” she assured me. “No! Its not going to be ok…” I said through my sobs.
She sat there trying to comfort me for a good ten minutes until I heard an abrupt noise. I glanced up to see Marcus. Eyes fixated on me, jaw line clenching with anger and fist balled up. His anger shun through his silence. He didn’t even move towards me as his eyes were filled with hurt.
“Get out.” Marcus said referring to Jinn and Corey.
They quickly left the room leaving me him and myself. He stepped closer towards me until he reached me. The anger in his eyes softened seeing me hurt and lying helpless. He fell to his knees next to me while removing a piece of hair that was bothering my eyelash.
“Who the fuck did this to you?” he asked, but already knew the answer.
I looked off ashamed of myself. How can I face Marcus after I told him I would have everything under control. His warm lips gently kissed my cheek.
“Son of a bitch is getting what he deserved.” he said angrily. Scooping me up in his arms, I winced in pain and he stopped. “I‘m fine…Just help me up please.” I said and he did as I asked. My weak legs did not want to cooperate, but I forced myself to walk.
Before long I found myself in his arms as he carried me back downstairs. Not wanting to disrupt Corey’s big bash, we exited the building from the back as I could hear him mumbling obscene words. He approached the car sitting me in my seat while he immediately got in the drivers seat. I looked off into the moonlit sky admiring its beauty as he pulled out of the parking lot with only the music invading the silence barrier. He lowered the tone as I could hear his voice mellow down, but as I turned his way his jaw still clenched together.
“So, I assume this Ron character…” he began to say, but I cut in. “Please can we not talk about it? Can we just go home so I can take a bath and go to sleep.” I said sniffling a bit. “No.” his voice was stern. “No…Can you just take me to the fucking house…” I began to say, but he cut me off. “No…and don‘t cuss at me like that. We are going to the hospital to be sure your ok.” he said. “I‘m not going to the doctor Marcus…” I said upset not wanting the doctors probing me with all sorts of questions and testing me. “Whose driving?” he said point blank as he went a completely different route opposite from home.
As silence settled back in, Marcus decided to interrupt it once more.
“You can‘t be selfish like this Clare. You have a baby to worry about as well. No telling what that nigga has and I will be damned if he harmed you or the baby in any type of way.” he said making sense. But he already caused enough harm in my case. ”Wait until I get my hands on him…” were Marcus final words as we arrived in front of the hospital.