One thing about life is that you never know if it's going or if it's gone, Im sitting her trying to figure out if life is over for me or has it just began. I dont know when or how this all happened and I dont know how but I know it did only I can control it. My destiny isnt writing in stone it isnt already set Im making it each day I live and breathe. Now what will my legacy be after my life is over I cant answer that will my story be worth telling I hope so but I dont make any promises. My life story isnt average it's a story so sad most people cant get past the first page let alone the first chapter. I lived through more in 21 years then most has ever lived through in there entire life. Im living in hell each day I wake up so I know Im destined to go to heavan. Even through my journey to heavan seems like hard and stressful I kno I just gotta keep goin I gotta keep moving. Im starting my future but not without airing out my past and releasing the pain.
Chapter One "Closed Legs Dont Get Fed"
"Niya where my money at?" Daddy said when I hoped in the back seat of his all black Range Rover. I pulled a rolled out wad out of my purse and handed it to him. I just left the Hilton hotel with one of my clients name Eric he was rich and white, and he had a wife. That didnt stop him from coming to see me atleast twice a month and he didnt mind taking me out to diner and giving me gifts. Tonight he gave me a Tiffany's diamond neckalce that had a heart locket on it.
"Daddy anymore jobs tonight?" I said
"Nah you good unless you wanna work at the club tonight" he said looking up at me then starring at my necklace. "Where you get that necklace from?" he said grabbing it and starring at it.
"Eric gave it to me Daddy. Please let me keep it?" I said begging him becuase usually when a client gave me a gift I wasnt allowed to keep them.
"It's sexy on ya neck." he said shaking his head. Then he looked at me, but it wasnt how he usually looked at me, it was a soft look none like I have ever saw before. Daddy real name was Cash he had dreds that hung down past his shoulder which he made sure that he kept clean. His skin was a sexy chocalate standing at six foot three made him look like a Hersey's bar. He always wore his jeans low and stayed strapped with a grill in his mouth. He was one of the biggest drug dealers of New Jersey and he had two strip clubs and a bus load of hoes working the strip for him. "Niya you hear me fuckin talkin to you?" he siad snapping his finger in my face.
"Yes Daddy" I said snapping back into reality.
"Did you hear me fucking talking to your hard headed ass?" he said placing the money in the arm rest between us.
"No Daddy what did you say?" I said becoming annoyed.
"Who the hell you jumping off the tongue with?" he said snatching my arm. I looked up and became frantic hoping he wouldnt slap me.
"Im sorry Daddy Ima lil cranky cuz Im tired?" I said trying to calm down. He released my arm and begun to straighten himself up.
"Yea you betta be fuckin sorry cuz next time Ima slap the shit out of you" he said pointing his finger in my face.
"Yes Daddy" I said shaking my head up and down like an obedient dog. I turned my face and begun to bounce my head up and down to the song that was blasting through the speakers. "Daddy what is this song called" I said turning to face him.
"I dont know it's by Trey Songz through" he said liting a blunt and shrugging his shoulders.
"I love this song, but I never hear it except when Im in the car."
"I know it is hot yo" he said inhaling.
"I wish I could listen to this song all the time" I said as it started to go off and I began to humm the beat.
"Yo can I get some fucking silence?" Daddy said as he tilted his head back. "You know what remind me to buy ya ass an ipod tomorrow." he barked outloud.
"Thank you Daddy" I said leaning in to kiss him on his cheek, he raised his head then turned around and before I could stop I was kissing him on his lips. I hesitated and then begun to slip my tongue into his mouth. I couldnt believe Daddy was kissing me he never usually kissed me it was a strict rule to never kiss his hoes on the mouth, but it felt different. It didnt feel like when I was kissing one of my clients and I felt numb. This kiss felt wierd and sincere it felt so good I let out a small moan and then he pulled away and cleared his throat. I set back and looked in the rearview mirror at Pablo who was smiling and shaking his head. Pablo was six eight he was Daddy's best friend and body guard. I turned to the side and began smiling like lil kid at the candy store, even through Daddy was my pimp I still had this crush on him that I couldnt explain. We rode in silence until we go to the house which was more like a mansion. Daddy live with five of his hoes and we two strippers. I walked in behind Daddy and took off my heels then went to straight the couch and laid down.
"Yo I came here to get somethin then we headin to the club and shit." he said walking away. I secretly sucked my teeth and rolled my eyes hoping he didnt hear me. Daddy only hit me once or twice in my lifetime but he always threatened me and I knew he would do it if he ever had to. I gathered up my shoes and placed them back on strapping th four foot heel which was hurting my feet, but I didnt wanna complain.
"You ready Daddy? I said when I heard him coming down the steps.
"Yea come on" he said looking down at his phone. I followed behind him to the car and hopped in the seat behind Pablo as Daddy set beside me. I glance over at him becuase he changed his shirt to a white Coogi shirt. He was wearing True Religion jeans and had on his favorite diamond ring on his pinky which looked like to ice cubes sitting on his finger with his bracelet to match. He wore a necklace that was iced out with a pendant with his name with diamonds all through it. I smiled at him he raised his eyebrow then shook his head. He had his dreads pulled back into a rubberband.
"Daddy do I have to dance tonight?" I said in a sofy baby girl voice becuase I really didnt want to.
"Why?" he said looking over at me.
"Cuz Im tired and I been working all day baby in these heels and my feet hurt really bad."
"So Ive been fucking working all day in my fucking Timbs all day you think my ass aint tired I had to deal with you hoes all day." he said to me laughing I turned around sad cuz I knew I was gonna have to dance tonight.
"You really tired?" he said breaking the silence between us as we rode through traffic.
"Yea Daddy"
"Come here" he said grabbing my shoulder and then pulled my head ontop of his lap. He begun talking on the phone and rubbing my back on the ride there. "Man what you mean Sasha aint fucking there her ass know show was on the fucking pole tonight." he said sucking his teeth as whoever was on the phone talked. Sasha was another one of Daddy's tricks that worked at the strip club. She was real pretty she stood five foot two with long black hair that went down her back she had real thich thigs and a big ass her breast were small but the ass and smile made up for them. We were mad cool, but she was real sneaky with Daddy and he hated that shit. Tonight she went on a date with some dude from New York she told me that she was gonna be back before she had to work at the club. "Yo call that bitch one more time and asked the other ones if they saw her then call me the fuck back." he siad slamming the phone shut and sighing. "These hoes gonna be the death of me Pablo." Daddy said rubbing my back. I acted like I was sleep so he wouldnt say anything to me. "Yo" he siad talking to me. I didnt respond just acted like I was sleep. "Niya" he yelled pulling my jacket. I groaned and then wiped my face. "Get ya ass up, where the hell Sasha at?" he said nudging me off his lap.
"I dont know Daddy when she left this morning she said she was goin to visit her mom and sister you know her mom been sick lately." I siad trying my best to lie to him so I turned my face from him.
"Niya dont fucking lie to me" he yelled. "If I find out that you lying to me we gonna have a problem"
"Im not thats what she told me this morning before she left" I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Dont fuck with me Niya" he siad as we pulled up to the club. We all got out and went through the back entrance going straight to his office. He had one cherry wood desk and a lether back chair the room was painted black and red and had a black couch on the side wall with a wall filled with televisions so he could watch everything that was going on in the club. Once he turned on the televisions all the screens came to life and begun showing what was happening in all the croners of the club. Pablo stepped out the door where he would guard Daddy's office.
"Daddy you want me to go on for Sasha" I said sitting on the black chair.
"Nah didnt you just tell me that your feet hurt" he said leaning back in his chair.
"Yea, but I dont want you to miss out on any money and I dont want Sasha to get into any trouble."
"Pour me a drink and come here" he said taking out a black n mild. I stood up and walked over to a small table that had two cups, a ice bucket, and bottle of Patron platnium. I poured him a cup with ice and lemonade just like he liked it and carried it over to his desk. "Yo bring ya ass over here on my fuckin lap." he demanded as he drowned half of his drink. I walked around his desk and set on his lap.
"Yo this what I want you to do, go collect the money off the floor then get Pablo to drive you home and take a bath aight Ima be ther in a lil bit aight." he he said rubbing my back. I looked over at the wall clock and it said two thirty, and I knew the club would be closing in about an hour or so.
"Okay" I said confused he was being so nice to me he usually just ignored me most of the time. I went to get up and he pulled me back down and starred in my eyes.
"Yo you mines tonight" he told me which drove me crazy. Daddy usually slept with one of his hoes every night, but he never really slept with me he kept a steady rotation and usually never switched up. I only slept with Daddy once and it was the time he took my virginity. Other then that he only slept with the other girls and left me alone.
"Really???" I said raising my eyebrow.
"You can fuckin hear cant you?" he said looking me up and down. He pulled off my jackey and rubbed my back softly. "Sit ya ass on the desk" he siad leaning back. I set in front of him and set directly ontop of desk. He picked up my foot and took off my heel and begun gently rubbing it up and down. I slightly threw my head back and begun to gently moan.
"That tickles" I said giggling softly.
"You like it?" He said picking up my other foot and gently massaging it. I shook my head yes when he leaned in and kissed one of my thighs and rubbed it. Today I was wearing a white button up shirt with shorts to match becuase Eric wanted to take me to the beach. He begun to rub my thighs up and down until he stood up drinking the rest of his drink and then stood between my thighs. My hair was in a messy pony tail at the top of my head. "Take this out I like your hair when it's down" he said pulling my ponytail out. He leaned in and kissed me gently on my lips then pulled back and licked his lips. He planted another soft kiss on my chin then cheek then ear then neck each one lasting longer then the one before. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me we starred in each others eyes with such intensity that I lost breathe when I leaned in to give him he gently pulled back and placed his hands on my hips. He kissed me gently then forcefully stuffed his tongue in my mouth and gripped the back of my neck. I placed my hands on the side of his neck and the side of his face. I wrapped my legs around him as he reached his hands up my shirt and begun squeezing my breast. I leaned back and started unbuttoning my shirt for him. He waited in anticipation as I unbuttoned my shirt and begun to become impatient as my hands begun to shake making it hard for me to unbutton each button.
"Cash" Pablo said stepping inside the room interrupting us. He cleared his throat "Sasha just stepped in, you want me to send her in?"
"Hold on a min" he barked and then Pablo left closing the door behind him. I sighed hard as he begun shaking his head and adjusted his bulge. "Go get the money and leave aight" he said whispering against my ear.
"Okay Daddy you want me to wait up for you?" I asked as I buttone my shirt back up.
"Yea" he said shaking his head up and down and licking his lips. I stood up and begun walking away when I hear a loud slap then my butt begun to sting. "And hurry that ass up" I begun to smile super hard and walked out the door bumping into the Pablo.
Chapter One "Closed Legs Dont Get Fed"
"Niya where my money at?" Daddy said when I hoped in the back seat of his all black Range Rover. I pulled a rolled out wad out of my purse and handed it to him. I just left the Hilton hotel with one of my clients name Eric he was rich and white, and he had a wife. That didnt stop him from coming to see me atleast twice a month and he didnt mind taking me out to diner and giving me gifts. Tonight he gave me a Tiffany's diamond neckalce that had a heart locket on it.
"Daddy anymore jobs tonight?" I said
"Nah you good unless you wanna work at the club tonight" he said looking up at me then starring at my necklace. "Where you get that necklace from?" he said grabbing it and starring at it.
"Eric gave it to me Daddy. Please let me keep it?" I said begging him becuase usually when a client gave me a gift I wasnt allowed to keep them.
"It's sexy on ya neck." he said shaking his head. Then he looked at me, but it wasnt how he usually looked at me, it was a soft look none like I have ever saw before. Daddy real name was Cash he had dreds that hung down past his shoulder which he made sure that he kept clean. His skin was a sexy chocalate standing at six foot three made him look like a Hersey's bar. He always wore his jeans low and stayed strapped with a grill in his mouth. He was one of the biggest drug dealers of New Jersey and he had two strip clubs and a bus load of hoes working the strip for him. "Niya you hear me fuckin talkin to you?" he siad snapping his finger in my face.
"Yes Daddy" I said snapping back into reality.
"Did you hear me fucking talking to your hard headed ass?" he said placing the money in the arm rest between us.
"No Daddy what did you say?" I said becoming annoyed.
"Who the hell you jumping off the tongue with?" he said snatching my arm. I looked up and became frantic hoping he wouldnt slap me.
"Im sorry Daddy Ima lil cranky cuz Im tired?" I said trying to calm down. He released my arm and begun to straighten himself up.
"Yea you betta be fuckin sorry cuz next time Ima slap the shit out of you" he said pointing his finger in my face.
"Yes Daddy" I said shaking my head up and down like an obedient dog. I turned my face and begun to bounce my head up and down to the song that was blasting through the speakers. "Daddy what is this song called" I said turning to face him.
"I dont know it's by Trey Songz through" he said liting a blunt and shrugging his shoulders.
"I love this song, but I never hear it except when Im in the car."
"I know it is hot yo" he said inhaling.
"I wish I could listen to this song all the time" I said as it started to go off and I began to humm the beat.
"Yo can I get some fucking silence?" Daddy said as he tilted his head back. "You know what remind me to buy ya ass an ipod tomorrow." he barked outloud.
"Thank you Daddy" I said leaning in to kiss him on his cheek, he raised his head then turned around and before I could stop I was kissing him on his lips. I hesitated and then begun to slip my tongue into his mouth. I couldnt believe Daddy was kissing me he never usually kissed me it was a strict rule to never kiss his hoes on the mouth, but it felt different. It didnt feel like when I was kissing one of my clients and I felt numb. This kiss felt wierd and sincere it felt so good I let out a small moan and then he pulled away and cleared his throat. I set back and looked in the rearview mirror at Pablo who was smiling and shaking his head. Pablo was six eight he was Daddy's best friend and body guard. I turned to the side and began smiling like lil kid at the candy store, even through Daddy was my pimp I still had this crush on him that I couldnt explain. We rode in silence until we go to the house which was more like a mansion. Daddy live with five of his hoes and we two strippers. I walked in behind Daddy and took off my heels then went to straight the couch and laid down.
"Yo I came here to get somethin then we headin to the club and shit." he said walking away. I secretly sucked my teeth and rolled my eyes hoping he didnt hear me. Daddy only hit me once or twice in my lifetime but he always threatened me and I knew he would do it if he ever had to. I gathered up my shoes and placed them back on strapping th four foot heel which was hurting my feet, but I didnt wanna complain.
"You ready Daddy? I said when I heard him coming down the steps.
"Yea come on" he said looking down at his phone. I followed behind him to the car and hopped in the seat behind Pablo as Daddy set beside me. I glance over at him becuase he changed his shirt to a white Coogi shirt. He was wearing True Religion jeans and had on his favorite diamond ring on his pinky which looked like to ice cubes sitting on his finger with his bracelet to match. He wore a necklace that was iced out with a pendant with his name with diamonds all through it. I smiled at him he raised his eyebrow then shook his head. He had his dreads pulled back into a rubberband.
"Daddy do I have to dance tonight?" I said in a sofy baby girl voice becuase I really didnt want to.
"Why?" he said looking over at me.
"Cuz Im tired and I been working all day baby in these heels and my feet hurt really bad."
"So Ive been fucking working all day in my fucking Timbs all day you think my ass aint tired I had to deal with you hoes all day." he said to me laughing I turned around sad cuz I knew I was gonna have to dance tonight.
"You really tired?" he said breaking the silence between us as we rode through traffic.
"Yea Daddy"
"Come here" he said grabbing my shoulder and then pulled my head ontop of his lap. He begun talking on the phone and rubbing my back on the ride there. "Man what you mean Sasha aint fucking there her ass know show was on the fucking pole tonight." he said sucking his teeth as whoever was on the phone talked. Sasha was another one of Daddy's tricks that worked at the strip club. She was real pretty she stood five foot two with long black hair that went down her back she had real thich thigs and a big ass her breast were small but the ass and smile made up for them. We were mad cool, but she was real sneaky with Daddy and he hated that shit. Tonight she went on a date with some dude from New York she told me that she was gonna be back before she had to work at the club. "Yo call that bitch one more time and asked the other ones if they saw her then call me the fuck back." he siad slamming the phone shut and sighing. "These hoes gonna be the death of me Pablo." Daddy said rubbing my back. I acted like I was sleep so he wouldnt say anything to me. "Yo" he siad talking to me. I didnt respond just acted like I was sleep. "Niya" he yelled pulling my jacket. I groaned and then wiped my face. "Get ya ass up, where the hell Sasha at?" he said nudging me off his lap.
"I dont know Daddy when she left this morning she said she was goin to visit her mom and sister you know her mom been sick lately." I siad trying my best to lie to him so I turned my face from him.
"Niya dont fucking lie to me" he yelled. "If I find out that you lying to me we gonna have a problem"
"Im not thats what she told me this morning before she left" I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Dont fuck with me Niya" he siad as we pulled up to the club. We all got out and went through the back entrance going straight to his office. He had one cherry wood desk and a lether back chair the room was painted black and red and had a black couch on the side wall with a wall filled with televisions so he could watch everything that was going on in the club. Once he turned on the televisions all the screens came to life and begun showing what was happening in all the croners of the club. Pablo stepped out the door where he would guard Daddy's office.
"Daddy you want me to go on for Sasha" I said sitting on the black chair.
"Nah didnt you just tell me that your feet hurt" he said leaning back in his chair.
"Yea, but I dont want you to miss out on any money and I dont want Sasha to get into any trouble."
"Pour me a drink and come here" he said taking out a black n mild. I stood up and walked over to a small table that had two cups, a ice bucket, and bottle of Patron platnium. I poured him a cup with ice and lemonade just like he liked it and carried it over to his desk. "Yo bring ya ass over here on my fuckin lap." he demanded as he drowned half of his drink. I walked around his desk and set on his lap.
"Yo this what I want you to do, go collect the money off the floor then get Pablo to drive you home and take a bath aight Ima be ther in a lil bit aight." he he said rubbing my back. I looked over at the wall clock and it said two thirty, and I knew the club would be closing in about an hour or so.
"Okay" I said confused he was being so nice to me he usually just ignored me most of the time. I went to get up and he pulled me back down and starred in my eyes.
"Yo you mines tonight" he told me which drove me crazy. Daddy usually slept with one of his hoes every night, but he never really slept with me he kept a steady rotation and usually never switched up. I only slept with Daddy once and it was the time he took my virginity. Other then that he only slept with the other girls and left me alone.
"Really???" I said raising my eyebrow.
"You can fuckin hear cant you?" he said looking me up and down. He pulled off my jackey and rubbed my back softly. "Sit ya ass on the desk" he siad leaning back. I set in front of him and set directly ontop of desk. He picked up my foot and took off my heel and begun gently rubbing it up and down. I slightly threw my head back and begun to gently moan.
"That tickles" I said giggling softly.
"You like it?" He said picking up my other foot and gently massaging it. I shook my head yes when he leaned in and kissed one of my thighs and rubbed it. Today I was wearing a white button up shirt with shorts to match becuase Eric wanted to take me to the beach. He begun to rub my thighs up and down until he stood up drinking the rest of his drink and then stood between my thighs. My hair was in a messy pony tail at the top of my head. "Take this out I like your hair when it's down" he said pulling my ponytail out. He leaned in and kissed me gently on my lips then pulled back and licked his lips. He planted another soft kiss on my chin then cheek then ear then neck each one lasting longer then the one before. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me we starred in each others eyes with such intensity that I lost breathe when I leaned in to give him he gently pulled back and placed his hands on my hips. He kissed me gently then forcefully stuffed his tongue in my mouth and gripped the back of my neck. I placed my hands on the side of his neck and the side of his face. I wrapped my legs around him as he reached his hands up my shirt and begun squeezing my breast. I leaned back and started unbuttoning my shirt for him. He waited in anticipation as I unbuttoned my shirt and begun to become impatient as my hands begun to shake making it hard for me to unbutton each button.
"Cash" Pablo said stepping inside the room interrupting us. He cleared his throat "Sasha just stepped in, you want me to send her in?"
"Hold on a min" he barked and then Pablo left closing the door behind him. I sighed hard as he begun shaking his head and adjusted his bulge. "Go get the money and leave aight" he said whispering against my ear.
"Okay Daddy you want me to wait up for you?" I asked as I buttone my shirt back up.
"Yea" he said shaking his head up and down and licking his lips. I stood up and begun walking away when I hear a loud slap then my butt begun to sting. "And hurry that ass up" I begun to smile super hard and walked out the door bumping into the Pablo.
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