Thu Jun 18, 2015 10:33 am by 
Dear Diary,
I slowly sucked his dick like it was the last lollipop i would ever eat, and boy was he big. But, i had to manage without straining because i needed all the money i could get, and i wasnt about to let no dick suck mess up my pay roll. Old dude was cute, just not my type. Troy (the boy) had mad dough and wasnt afraid to spend it. But, the only thing is that he is married with 2 kids. I honestly do not think he has any interest in me, he is more like a sugar daddy for me, i actually have a couple of them. Why is he my sugar daddy? Well,i'm 15 and he is 38. He is a regular paying customer, so i basically already know the routine whenever he comes.
When i finished, he payed me my $100 and dropped me off at home. It was friday so i didnt have school the next day. By time i got into the house, it was 12:30 am and because i was too tired to go up the steps, i fell asleep on the couch. I had a dream that was like no other. And it was definitely a dream because nothing like that would ever happen to me, especially with the life i am leading, i dont see too many good outcomes. Well, in my dream i was dating a fine ass dude, i was like 2 months pregnant, and we were at a restaurant i guess, where he proposed to me. I actually answered him with an astonishing yes. Naw, that could never be me. I am too tied up in getting money and saying fuck these niggas. Aint nobody or nothing going to slow my roll. Am i a nasty hoe? Hell no, im classy and i dont consider myself a "hoe" i consider myself more of a buisness woman or entrepenuer. I get mines without help and it dont matter what it is, if it involves money, you can count me in. I have sold drugs, my body, and my moms own possesions. That is the reason why i do not live with her now. I live with my grandma in the hood lol. But, yea my mom dukes kicked me out when she found out that her stuff had been sold to local drug dealers and other people in my old neighborhood; and i have been living with my grandma for the past year. She is like 55 or 56 and stays sleep because of her illness, so i can do alot of things. When she goes to sleep around 7:00 pm, Loraines (me) house is the new spot. My phone is ringing right now, so i will update later.
Sincerly,
Loraine
I answered my phone and it was Jaekwan
"Hello" I answered
"Whats good ma?" Jae said
"Nothing much, just woke up"
"Damn girl its 1:36. Why you wake up so late?"
"Jae, what do you want."
"Oh yea, i was calling to ask you if you wanted to go to ma nigga Rays party with me tonight?"
"What time it start"
"8:00, but we can get there whenever you ready."
"oh ok, Yea i will go with you, call me when you on your way?"
"Iight. Aw yea, dont where no panties either......" Jae said anxiously waiting on my response
".........I'll see what i can do. ok"
"Iight baby gurl that's coo. I'll call you round 7:45"
"yup."
*click*
Jaekwan was 18. He graduates this year, but me and do not go to the same school. I really dont mess with the dudes at my school, as far as fucking goes, because i would hate for my name to be around school with my buisness all on the table, so thats why i fuck with people that are out of school, or who do not go to school period. Kwan and i used to go out last year, but he broke up with me because i had sex with his cousin. Though i did not know that him and the guy were related, shit i was too busy being focused on money and not a nigga, he didnt believe me. But we are really cool and we mess around here and there, but other than that, there isnt much going on with us. He is the one that taught me that i cant have the best of both worlds of having a nigga and making money the way i do, so i had to choose. Of coure i chose money.
My stomach began growling and i new it was eat - eat time. I went downstairs and gave my grandmother a hug.
"What time did you get in last night, honey" She said innocently
"Oh around 9:00. Jazzmins mom wanted us to stay and watch the kids while she went to go play Bingo." I said keeping a straight face. If only she knew that i was deep throating a married, 38 year old man, she would probably have a heart attack. She once told me i would be the death of her, but, i highly doubt it.
"Well, wasnt that nice of yall. There is some fried chicken in there if you want some. I know you are hungry."
"Foreal? I 'bout to go get me some of that. Did you take your medicine yet?
"Yup. I just took it"
My grandmother has lupus and it has gotten worse, so she has to take her medicine everyday at a certain time. I went in the kitchen to grab me some chicken, and i looked at the microwave and it read 10 minutes till 2. Could the time move any slower.
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