Dear Diary,
Last night was wonderful. After Kwan went to find Ray, i had my time to shine. I danced with alot of people but only one particular dance is memorable. "Birthday Sex" came on and this fine dude grabbed me to give him a lap dance, i hoped on his dick without hesitation. At first i was dancing with my back towards his face, but it was just feeling too good and i had to turn around and freak him from the front. So we were facing each other and we was working it for that whole song. I wanted to fuck him rite then and there, from the ways he was moving, i could tell he had the bomb stroke game. We made a great connection. When we were finished dancing, i didnt see him anymore. I had been looking for him so that i could get his number, but i couldnt find him. I
danced with Ray as a lil birthday gift, nothing too serious, plus he isnt cute to me.
After the party, Kwan took me to his apartment. He didnt live there by himself though. Him and his brother shared it, but luckily his brother wasnt there.
I took of my shoes and sat on the couch and started watching TV. Jae came from in the kitchen with 2 glasses of kool-aid and handed me one. I was so thirsty because i didnt drink anything at the party and i was sure doing a lot of moving to not be hydrated. We sat watching "The Game" until Jaes hand slowly crept under my skirt. He had easy access to my pot of gold, and i wasnt going to stop him. He pulled down my panties and slipped two fingers inside me. I instantly started moaning. It felt so good when he fingered me. I have never had a dude do it better than him. It almost felt like a dick. He has big and long fingers, though his dick is bigger, i was very satisfied with a finger fuck. He layed my back on the couch and started kissing me all over. By the time he was finished, i had 3 big hickies on my neck. He didnt even want no pussy that night. It was his turn to satisfy me, seeing how last time i was at his house, i had jacked him off. I feel asleep on the couch, and he slepy rite beside me.
Sincerly,
Loraine
Kwan dropped me off around 10 am. After i was finished writing in my diary, i went downstairs.
"Good Morning Gran."
"Hey sweetie, you just got in?"
"Yea, 'bout 15 minutes ago. What you cooking"
"Pancakes,eggs,sausage, and bacon"
"Mmmm sounds good."
"Have you talked to your mother yet?"
"No. I will probably call her later on today because i am going to have to make time to talk"
"Yea, Linda is a trip."
"Do you know what she has to tell me?"
"Nope, she wouldnt tell me"
I waited for my grandma to finish cooking so i could eat. The food was spectacular especially because breakfast was my favorite meal. I went up stairs and checked my cell phone and i had a missed call from one of my sugar daddys named, Jason. Jason is 40, and he still has his looks. He doesnt have wife or any children, but he is in an on and off relationship. So since he is calling me, i guess that means that him and his girlfriend broke up again. He got mad money and owns his own buisness. If you havent noticed, i dont mess with broke niggas, so if you aint got the money, then i aint got the time.
I hoped on the shower and called Jason back.
"Hello." He answered.
"You call me?"
"Uh yea. What are you doing around 4 pm?"
"Nothing yet."
"Well, how 'bout i make it something and i will take you to the mall so you can get your nails done and i but u couple outfits."
"Aight, thats coo"
"We'll go to my house afterwards, and you can do a lil sumin for me."
"I got you"
-click-
I never had a problem doing it to Jason, because he is just so damn sexy. I dont understand how he aint married, or atleast engaged. He rich and look good, it dont get no better than that. I met Jason one day when i was coming out of Taco Bell, and he was going in. I guess he thought i was older, and i thought he was younger. He approached me very sophisticated and i loved it. Hell yea he could have my number. At first i told him i was 21, but as months went by, we had still been messing around, and i just said forget it and told him i was 15. When i met him, i had just turner 15, which was last year. I will be 16 in August, so that makes things a little better, lol i guess. When i told him, he was highly upset. Then he started preaching to me how he could go to jail for rape, and all this crap i didnt give too shits about. We didnt talk for like a whole monthe, but then him and his girlfriend broke up, and i guess he needed a tenderoni, so he called me. I apologized, and the rest is history.
It was already 3:09 pm, so i decided to get dressed. I put on my new Coogi short outfit with Jays that matched. I sat on my bed when i saw i had a text from Troy.
Wats goin on baby girl?
I texted him back.
Nuttin much.
Bout to go the mall n a
minute.
-send-
How did i meet Troy? He was picking Angel up from school one day, and i looked over like 'Who is that baddie'. That was when Michelle was like 'Thats Angels uncle, he fine aint he?' I was looking at him with amazement because i didnt see too many older looking guys look as good as him. I was actually in the 9th grade when i met Troy. The first time i saw him, i didnt get to say anything to him. But the 2nd time he came up to the school, i was skipping school and i was walking out the building while he was walking in. I spoke first.
"Hey sexy"
"Sexy? Young lady you probably dont no know sexy means"
"Please, i know everything about sex and about being sexy"
He smiled and said, "Shouldnt you be in school"
"Im a senior and i only have to take 3 classes, and i can go home. What are you doing here?
"Oh really, so how old are. I am coming todrop some papers off for my niece Angel. U know her?
"Im 18. i'll be 18 in August" I said with a smile "And nope, i'm only here for a couple of hours, i dont have time to mingle,l especially if she isnt a senoir."
"Oh well, it was nice talking to you. Oh yea i didnt catch your name."
"Loraine, would you like to call me sometime?"
He handed me his fone and i put it in their as 'Sexy'. He should definitely remember me. My body is built of a 25 year old. I have all the curves and bust that any woman can get. Thats how i get my man to come back. So Troy thinks im 19 going on 20. Maybe one i'll tell him y real age, but that will have to wait. I dont think it will come as easy as it with Jason. I love me some Jason. When i found out that he had 2 kids and a wife, i was devastated. So i asked him what did he want with me and he said his wife was too loose and she didnt suck his dick. He wanted someone that could satisfy him, and i guess i was the one to do it. I had no problem with it just as long as i was paid in some typeo forom, whether it was money or merchandise.
Not only did i make them niggas wear condoms, but my ass is on the pill. And i am very precise when i take it. There wont be any babies coming out of me. I looked at my phone and i had 2 unread texts, one from Troy and the other from Jason.
From: Troy
Aight mama.
U want to do somethin
later.
Sorry. I have to watch
ma lil sis.
From: Jason
Im on ma way.
My mom has 3 kids. I am the oldest and i have a younger sister Shay who is 10, and a little sister Myanna who is 4. My dad is in jail, and their dad died right after Myanna was born. He got shot by rival drug dealers. He was this big time dope dealer and it was some jealous niggas that was mad at all the money he was making, so they wiped his ass out. My moms was very emotionally unstable after that. She recovered from it like 2 years ago, but i know she still misses him. He left her enough money to take care of us until i was 18. Even though he wasnt my dad, he treated me like he was seeing how my dad had been in jail before he met my mom. So he took care of all of us. My stay with my grandmother is supposed to temporary, but if i continue to get all this freedom, i think i may tell my mom that it needs to be permanent.
Jason started beeping his horn. I ran downstairs to let my grandma know i was leaving and i should be back no later than 8 pm because it was a school night. I hopped into Jasons Mercedes-Benz and we were on our way.