Aniya Chapter 25
I finally was up, my body felt heavy and weak. The last thing I remember is that I was sitting on the steps and I fell. I tried to move my body, but I felt out of control. I opened my eyes and there stood two men starring right back at me, it was Cash and King. What were they doing here, where was I?" I tried to sit up, but my body was soo numb. I looked to the side of me and there were only white walls. I tried to speak, but my throat was sore I tried to again but all that came out was a horse cough.
"Ma, you aight?" Cash said looking so sad. If I could speak I would have cursed him out. I held up my right hand, but I had a heavy cast on it, he was lucky becuase I was planning on giving him the finger.
"Yo drink this" King said holding a cup. He helped me take a few sips and my throat didn't feel like it was on fire anymore. He readjusted my bed so I was sitting up and I realized I was laying in an hospital bed.
"What happened?" I said becoming frantic.
"I'll tell you later, just chill" King said sitting back down beside me. I heard a fimiliar voice and then I saw Sasha walk in.
"Oh my god your up" she said running to myside.
"Yea" I said with my body still feeling weak.
"How are you feeling?" she said stepping back.
"Okay, I guess I just want to know what happened so that I could leave."
"Well you have to stay here for a while" she said looking at everyone else.
"Why what's wrong?" I said loooking around.
"Umm, it's hard to tell you this, but you gonna have to wait until the nurse gets here" she said stepping back.
"What happened?" I siad looking at every one faces.
"Look I can't tell you right now"
"Yea you can someone tell me what happened" I said looking around. Everyone avoided eye contact except for King he starred in my eyes and I read his look perfectly. "What happened to my baby?" I said practically crying. I screamed it louder and everyone looked away. Just then a doctor walked in holding his clipboard smiling and holding a cup of hot liquid.
"I see your up now, did you haeve a nice sleep?" he said chuckling a little.
"What happened to my baby?" I said calming down some.
"Well you lost your first child, due to trama to the stomach. I'm sorry for your lost." he siad softening his voice. I felt like I was losing my mind I could hear my heart rate speeding up as my hands began shaking. The only thing that ever mattered to me was gone and out of my life. Tears began streaming down my cheeks I wiped one and two more dropped I felt someone put there hand on my back.
"Out, I want everyone out" I said in a low voice. I saw Cash look at me slowly like he wanted to disagree, but he walked away.
"I can't leave you" King said shaking his head.
"I don't want to see you so just go" I said turning my face from him. Sasha set down and relaxed and I knew she wasn't going to leave. After King made sure I was ok for the moment he walked out closing the door behind him. "Cut the lights off" I said to Sasha and turned my head. She set back down next to me and began rubbing her temples.
"How are you feeling?" she said lightly.
"I don't know I just want it all to be over."
"I know mommie, but we gonna get through this just like we get through anything else."
"It's more then that, I can't do this anymore."
"Do, what anymore?"
"Live this life, I just wanna let all the drama go"
"I got you girl" she siad rubbing my back
"Yea," I said becoming quiet.
"You know King ain't leavin until he know you safe right"
"I know, but I don't wanna be bothered with him or anyone else." I sad taking another sip of my water.
"And about Cash?" she asked raising an eye brow.
"I'll handle him my own way" I said pointing shaking my head.
"Aight girly" she said yawning.
"When did you get here?" I asked knowing she was tired as I watched her rub her belly.
"When you got here which was around three" she said closing her eyes.
"Go home Sasha, you need some rest" I said looking at her.
"Nah, I'm staying" She said opening her eyes.
"You need to get some sleep not for you, but for the baby."
"Yea, I guess so but I'm gonna be here first thing in the morning" she said standing up. She gave me a tight and close hug for a minute and then she left after she made sure I was set for the night.
I began watching television when I heard a light tap on the door and then it opened. King walked in holding a teddy bear in one hand and a bottle in the other one. He set on the left side of me and leaned in and kissed my forehead.
"How you feelin Niy?" He said grabbing my hand and holding it gently.
"I don't know, it feels unreal to me." I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Well you know I'm always here for you" he said starring at the ground.
"Yea, I know" I said picking up the tedding bear and holding it closely.
"Is this for me?" I said tugging on the ears.
"Yea, I just wanted to make you feel safe."
"That's cool." I said avoiding his eyes which was burning a whole through my chest. I felt the room become tensed and then a minute later the doctor walked in.
"Hey Aniya" he said walking over to me.
"Hey" I said putting on a soft smile.
"Well we ran some more test and you are indeed still pregnant., We don't know the extent of the damage to the baby until you go into labor." he said looking at the monitor.
"What you mean I'm still pregnant."
"You was pregnant with twins and one survived." he said, but I completely went bank.
"When will I be able to leave."
"Well from the looks of things well keep you here for another day, but if there's nothing wrong with you and everything checks out then we will release you." he said closing his clipboard. He smiled at me then walked away and I could't believe what was going on I didn't understand how it was possible, but I was going to count this as a blessing and a warning. I had to change my life and do it by myself, I had to look after me and my baby. This was a wake up call from god and I wouldn't ignore it, he gave me a blessing and I wasn't realizing it.
"What you thinkin about?" King said taking me out of my deep thought.
"Life," I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Man, you scared the shit out of me. I thought I lost you Niya and all I could think about was the last things I said to you" he said taking a deep breathe and I felt a small pain in my chest. "Look Niya, I didn't mean anything I said I love you Niya and that shit is never gonna change" he said starring me in my eyes. I couldn't stare at him anymore I turned my face to the side hopping he couldn't see the tears in my face. "And, I didn't mean to hurt you and I just want your forgivness"
"King I forgave you a long time ago." I said looking back at him.
"Thank you shorty" he said nudging my side.
"Owww" I said holding my side.
"What's wrong did I hurt the baby?" he said becoming frantic.
"No it hurted through" I said waving my hand.
"I don't wnana harm you or the baby" he said sitting back in his chair.
"You can't hurt me anymore then I was already hrut."
"You wont be going through that anymore" he said rubbing my hand.
"why cuz you said so, you can't stop life." I said snatching my hand away from him.
"I do what it takes your not gonna go back to him," he said with a base in his voice.
"Why not, cuz your ego will be crushed." I said rolling my eyes. "I'm sitting in a hospital bed and all you could think about is wether or not Im gonna go back to that nigga"
"Niya, I don't give a damn about you and that nigga. I care about my baby that's in your stomach, so until you birth my child, you not gonna be doing shit to put my child in danger. You can do wateva you please after you have my child," he said yelling.
"How do you know it's yours?"
"You can't tell me it's not," he said sitting back and leaning against the cair and sitting his arm on the arm rest.
"King, don't get your hopes up"
"Niya, don't doubt me" he said smirking.
"Look King, I got too much on my plate" I said sighing deeply.
"I'm not asking you to be my wifey, I'm telling you to take care of my child. So what we gonna do cuz you can't be living in the conditions you were living in" he said muting the television.
"Well I can't move back in with you" I said looking away.
"You can, but that will make shit difficult." he said smirking again. I looked at him and rolled my eyes again.
"So what I'm suppose to do cuz I'm gonna either be homeless or back to where we started."
"Nah, you'll have your own apartment by the end of this week."
"I don't need you to be my daddy and buy me things, I got my own money." I said rolling my eyes.
"Oh, consider this a favor due to seed in your stomach" he siad pointing to me.
"I don't need your favors."
"Ha, seems like you do. I'm not here for your entertainment."
"And I'm not here to please you, all I'm sayin is have my baby then go on with your life and you and Cash can live happily ever after"
"Wateva I'm not gonna back to him."
"Ha, the words are strong the will is weak. What's so different this time, you always run back to him" he said shaking his head.
"You, don't know what he did to me" I said in a low voice beginning to cry.
"Why don't you enlighten me then"
"He killed my baby" I said in a low voice while tears fell down my eyes.
"Niy, stop crying ma, you makin me sad." he said getting closer to me. "Look I'ma hold you down regardless of what you choose to do." he said rubbing my back.
"I don't know what to do anymore, I'm trying to live life but everytime I turn around it's something new. I just want to be happy" I said looking up at the ceiling.
"You will be I promise you that, it hurt me to my heart to say this to but maybe you need to be along to figure out who you are and what you want. I just hope you still want me when it's all said and done" he siad kissing my hand.
"King, your so good to me I don't know why I fucked up the way I did" I said rubbing the side of his face.
"Becuase, you don't know what you want" he said chuckling and placing his forehead ontop of mines.
"I know I want to be happy for me for the baby." I said looking in his eyes.
"Ma, whateva you need I'ma be right here for you" he said leaning back.
"Good, could you go get me something to eat cuz we hungry" I said laying back and patting my stomach. He chuckled showing his pearly whites and shook his head. I don't know what it was about King, but he always made me feel better no matter the situation.
Sasha....
I was passed pissed as I paced me and Pablo's new condeminum white carpet floor. Pablo was in the bathroom brushing his teeth while I vented about Cash.
"Ohhh I can't believe his ass" I said slapping my hands together.
"Sasha calm down" Pablo said walking into the bedroom wearing nothing but his silk pajama pants. He laid down on the bed and patted the side of the bed and then he leaned back against the head board.
"No, you don't understand baby she is in the hospital" I said sitting down and tucking a pillow between my legs.
"I was there with you, but you don't know what happened and you can't just accuse him" he said sliding a little closer to me and lightly rubbing my back.
"But, look at her she was laying there looking sad and helpless and she lost the baby. I know if I lost our baby I would be devastated." I said lotioning my arms.
"Don't think about that, don't stress it cuz it's gonna bring stress to the body." he said lightly kissing my shoulder. I looked at him like he was crazy, I couldn't believe that he was trying to fuck and my friend was in the hospital.
"Are you serious?" I said turning towards him.
"Babes"
"Pablo, I don't know if you losing your mind, but she is in the fucking hospital." I said screaming.
"Baby, stop stressing her" he said massaging my shoulders.
"I'm trying, but all I could think about was her face," I said shaking my head. I turned towards him and laid my head against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me making me feel safe as I cuddled beside him. "Pablo do you love me" I said after he turned off the lights and began watching televsion. I was laying my head on his lap as he ran his fingers through my hair.
"Why you ask that?" he asked.
"I just want to know, if we have a future"
"You know we do, I don't waste time, but I'm not gonna rush making costly mistakes. When it's time we will know" he said leaning back kissing my cheek. This was something I like about Pablo, he always had this calm damenor like he didn't stress over anything.
"Baby, you always make me feel better" I said smiling.
"I try" he said lightly chuckling.
"No you really do, your always say wat needs to be said." I said sitting up.
"Yea, but it's past your bedtime now lay down" he said laying me back down and rubbing my back up and down. "You been up all day, and stressing that's bad for the baby" he said rubbing my back. I closed my eyes and began dozing off as the sun rose through our blinds.
King........
I was laying on the hospital bed next to Niya, last night we talked and chilled like old times and that made me feel soo good. She was cuddled next to me resting on my chest when I heard the door open. I opened my eyes and there stood Cash, I set up and yawned with a big smile on my face. I jumped out of bed and placed back on my sneakers. Niya began moving around and she woke up and began wiping her eyes. She saw Cash and it looked like her whole body froze up.
"Hey you," I said smiling at her. She smiled back then looked back at Cash who was looking like he wanted to kill me.
"Hey" she said in a light voice.
"Yo, you need to leave" Cash said grunting.
"Who said that?" Niya asked looking around.
"I did, we need to talk" he said without taking his eyes off of me.
"No we don't" she said back.
"Yea, we do" He said in a tight voice, I could tell it scared her a little and before I could respond the lion inside of me came to life.
"Nigga you heard her" I said standing up tall.
"I wasn't talking to you, this is between me and wifey, not us."
"Well with her carrying my child I think you migh have forgotten this has a whole lot to do with me."
"How you know that's yours she fucked me raw too nigga, matterfact I was the first nigga to hit raw," he said smirking.
"Listen to yourself man, you a lame" I said lightly laughing. "You really think she gonna forgive you for this shit."
"Look, I'm right here I can speak for myself." she said asserting her voice.
"King please go home and wash then come back I really do have to talk to Cash" she said trying to calm the situation. I looked in her eyes for any sign that she might want me to stay, but I could see this was something that she had to do. I shook my head and leaned in and kissed her on her cheek lightly then exited giving Cash one last look then walking through the door.
I was riding home when I got a call from my aggivating baby mama telling me to come pick up Lea who been misbehaving. I knew I was gonna have to talk to her, but lately I haven't been having the time. I went to Mya house and saw Eric car parked outside and I rolled my eyes. I knocked on the door hoping god would be on my side and everything would go my way.
"Wassup" I said when Mya opened the door. I walked in and she gave me a stank look and rolled her eyes.
"Where was you at?" she said folding her arms.
"What you mean?" I said really not wanting to have the conversation.
"You look a mess" she said "I guess you had a late night fucking your many bitches."
"Mind your business" I said breathing lightly.
"Oh hum that bad, the only time you was cranky in the morning is when the pussy wasn't that great"
"You would know, as many nights you left me unpleased" I said placing my hands in our pockets, I knew that was a soft spot with her becuase she could never please me the way I needed to be pleased.
"Fuck you King"
"Fuck you Mya" I said back with just as much hate. "Look, where my daughter at?" I said becoming annoyed.
"Upstairs working my last nerve just like her daddy" she said with an attitude.
"What she do now?" I said scratching my head.
"She threw a temper tantrum and stomped her feet, then told me to shut the fuck up. I wonder where she got that from"
"Yo, what's up with her mouth she had been getting slick latley." I said walking towards the steps. "Lea come on" I said yelling up the steps.
"Wait" she yelled out loud.
"See, that's that shit King, I wonder how she became so disrespectful. Like who taught her that." She siad looking around the room. I wanted to slap her but I held my composer.
"Not today Mya" I said sighing deeply.
"What's wrong hoes got you stressing, aww did your latest hoe become a video hoe and leave you for a rapper" she said with sarcasm.
"Shut the fuck up" I said becoming angry. She looked at me and turned her face knowing I was serious. "You want something to drink?" she said walking into the kitchen, and I followed behind her.
"Nah, I'm good" I said sitting down at the kitchen table.
"Aight, what's wrong your soo stressed." she said walking behind me and massaging my shoulders. I leaned back and smiled while her fingers worked my tensed shoulders.
"Niya in the hospital and she pregnant."
"Is she goin to be ok?"
"I don't know, but I really hope so" I siad shaking my head.
"You seem like you really like her." she said moving her hands towards me chest. I looked down and shook my head laughing a little.
"Jealousy isn't your best quality" I said moving forward a little from her touch.
"Jealous I will never be" she whispered in my ear as her breathe tickled my spines.
"Really, so why you comin onto me while your man in your house?"
"You don't want this?" she said moving back a little.
"Nah, not really." I said looking around and then standing up getting closer to her.
"Then why so close?" she said smiling. I smiled back and placed my hands on her waist and pushed her away.
"Don't start this shit up" I said pushing her away against the drawer. We starred at eachother for a while and then Eric walked in.
"Hey" he said looking between me and Mya.
"Wassup" I said laughing a little.
"Nuttin much" he said crossing his arms. I looked at him then walked to the livingroom and waited for Mya. After ten minutes I walked upstairs to her room where she was putting on her shirt.
"Hi daddy" she said jumping into my arms.
"Hey daddy's girl" I said hugging her and picking her up.
"Daddy, can you put on my earrings?" she said picking up a box and handing it to me. I set down and she stood in between my legs letting me place her earrrings in her ear.
"Why you been actin out lately?" I said after I finished and she began putting on her sneakers.
"I haven't, but mommy been being mean to me." she said whinning.
"I don't care you don't ever catch an attitude with your mom you hear me?" I said putting a base in my voice so she could hear me. She began to tear up and I hugged her tightly. "You gonna apologize to your mom?" I said helping her put on her jacket and heading downstairs where I could hear some of Mya and Eric conversation.
"Mommy, I'm sorry" Lea said running to her and holding her.
"I guess it's ok" Mya said holding her back. "You got everything?"
"Yea," Lea said walking away.
"You gonna be good for Daddy" she said looking at me.
"Yea" Lea said walking back over to me. We headed to my car and I helped her into the backseat and watched her clip her seatbelt.
"You hungry?" I said looking in the rearview mirror.
"No," she said kicking her feet.
"Stop kicking your feet"
"Daddy, is Niya coming over this weekend?"
"No, Niya's sick she's at the hospital"
"Really can we go see her?"
"Yea, we will."
"Yay, can I make her a card?" she said looking out the window.
"Yea, and we can buy her present."
"Really can we buy her a neckalace like the one you got me for my birthday."
"Yea, sure wateva you wanna get her."
"And flowers" she said going into her own little world.
"Wateva you want" I said pulling into the parking garage, I helped her out of the car and held her hand as we walked to the front door. She danced around while we waited for the elevator and I helped her press the button to our floor.
"Daddy, can we buy Niya a dog?" she said waiting for me to unlock the door.
"Maybe later," I siad walking with her to my room. After I got her seattled on the bed with paper and crayons to make Niya a get well soon card, I went to take a shower.
After I got out of the shower I put on black cargo shorts a purple V-neck and black and purple number eight Jordans. I put on a black leather jacket and my black and purple hat and stepped back into my bedroom.
"You done?" I said lotioning my face.
"Yea, daddy you gonna sign it." she said passing it to me. I signed my name on the bottom right next to her and smiled at the way she misspelled words.
"Come on" I said helping her off the bed and we left again and headed straight to Tiffany's. I brought Niya a neckalace with a heart shaped pendant on it with yellow diamonds. Inside the locket was the word love written in diamonds. I smiled as the gift wrapped it and Lea carried the bag out of the store. I had to make two other stops becuase Lea said I had to buy her ballons, flowers, and a big teddy bear even through I already brought her one.
On the way to the hospital I sent Shellz a text telling her to handle getting Niya a new apartment by next week. When we got to the hospital, Lea carried the card and made me carry everything else.
"Aww isn't she adorable." Sasha said when we got to the hallway, she was sitting outside texting someone.
"Yea, Lea this is Niya best friend Sasha. Sasha this my daughter Lea." I said giving her a small hug.
"Oh your pretty, I like your hair" Sasha said smiling and bending over.
"My mommy did it" Lea said putting on a smile that lite up the room. I chuckled and opened the door letting Lea go in first then walking in behind her. Niya was sitting on the bed eating. She smiled when she saw Lea and placed her fork down.
"What are you doing here?" Niya said opening her arms and giving her a hug. I picked Lea up and set her on the end of the bed. I placed the vase on the table next to her and handed her the teddy bear.
"Daddy said you were sick and I wanted to come make you a card" she said passing it to Niya.
"Oh my god, how sweet thank you" she said reading the card and giving her another hug.
"And look Daddy signed it too." Lea said pointing to my name.
"Thank you King" Niya said looking in my eyes and then Sasha walked in.
"Welcome, we got you something else to" I said pulling the Tiffany's box from my pocket.
"Ohh what can that be?" she said looking at Lea who couldn't stop smiling.
"Open it" Lea said becoming hyper. Niya began to open it and smiled at the neckalace picking it up and examining it.
"Aww" Niya said holding it in the air. "Thank you" she said placing her hand over her mouth.
"That's nice" Sasha said sitting on the other side of bed.
"I picked it out all by myself" Lea said smiling with pride.
"Ohhh you have great taste." Sasha said patting her thigh.
"Thank you" Lea said becoming sigh.
"King, shes gorgeous I just wanna take her home." Sasha said smiling at Lea.
"Nah, that one is mine." I said pulling Lea closer to me.
"I don't care I'm bout to have my own" Sasha said sticking out her tongue and rubbing her belly. "Oh, I know the sex, it's a boy." she said rubbing her stomach.
"Word, so what you want me to by my little nephew." I said reaching over and rubbing her belly.
"I don't know, but I wanted a girl." Sasha said pouting. "I won't have anyone to dress up. No worries through cuz I'm gonna keep going until I get one and I'm gonna enjoy doing it." Sasha said smirking.
"Hey minors in the room" Niya said pointing to Lea, who was in her own little world.
"Did the doctor tell you what you having yet?" Sasha said sitting down.
"No, I don't know if I wanna know." Niya said shrugging her shoulders.
"I wanna know" I said looking around. I began massaging her thigh under the covers while I set down and watched television. She giggled a little when I gently squeezed it. "You getting thick" I said when I watched her walk to the bathroom. She rolled her eyes and whispered fuck you so Lea wouldn't hear it. We joked around for the next couple of hours until Cash came, I was alert when he came becuase my daughter was there and I will kill a muthafucka no questions asked for my daughter.
I walked out the room to get a bottle of water when I walked back in Cash had his hand on Lea and was talking to her while she smiled in his face.
"Lea, come on lets go get some candy." Sasha said pulling her off the bed and taking her out of the room.
"Yo don't ever touch my daughter again." I said standing in his face.
"My bad, she's a real pretty girl." he said smirking.
"Like I said don't put ya hands on my daughter." I said stepping closer to him.
"Or what????" he said chuckling.
"I'll kill you" I said starring him in his eyes.
"YOu scared I'm gonna put ya daughter on the strip." he said laughing.
"Yo, don't ever referr to my daughter again" I said feeling my temperature rising. Before he could respond I connected my fist with his face, sending him back a couple of steps then he jumped back and punched me in my face. We began fighting and I began getting the best of him when I felt someone come between us. It was Sasha and that nigga he always with was holding him back. I looked at Lea was screaming and crying, I picked her up and began walking out the hospital and didn't look back until we got back to New York
ANother Day.......
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