King Chapter 51 cont....
Damn, I was feeling weak ass hell right now for the last three weeks it's been in and out of surgeries. I just found out that my chance to walk again would be close to slim, why would God fuck me like this. The only thing that has been keeping me sane for the last few days would be my shorty Niya who held me down. Here when I wake up, and here when I go to sleep like a real wifey should be. I know she feel like she to blambe, but honestly I couldn't blame anyone, but myself.
"King" I heard Niya lightly whisper from her chair.
"Yo" I said back trying to get comfy, not feeling my legs was a bitch, but not being able to use them was a bigger bitch.
"Are you okay?" she said trying to help me.
"yea" I said with an attitude, I was a grown man I didn't want my girl babying me. "Niya stop" I said getting an attitude.
"i wsa just trying to help" she said backing away.
"I don't need help" I said sucking my teeth.
"Well you don't have to be so rude about it."
"I'm not trying to be rude, but you kno that I don't want any help."
"Why not?" she said sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Cuz, I can do this shit myself." I said sucking my teeth.
"Okay" she said with an attitude.
"Aight yo, just come here" I said waving her towards me. "I don't try to be mean, but you gotta understand like I'm in a no win right now and this shit is taking a toll on me." I said shaking my head.
"I just want to be here for you, i can't help, but to feel like i'm partcially the balcme."
"Yo, didn't we talk about this, I did this shit, I'm the one who caused this shit you ain't have shit to do with it and i don't want you thinking that you did." I said pulling her hip closer to mines.
"But I did, I should have been holding that conversating with you while you was driving."
"Niya, I'm not stressing it" I said trying to keep on a straight face, but deep down inside I couldn't stop thinking about how I wish shit would have changed and how I wish this wasn't happening to me.
Niya stood up and I couldn't help, but to stare at her ass today she was wearing a pair of black thick leggons with one of my button up Amani shirts. Usually I was against her wearing my clothes out in public, but today shorty was looking good. I starred at her body while she began picking up things off the floor.
"What" she said without even turning around.
"Nuttin, I just can't stop starring at your body Niy. That shit is crazy." I said leaning back into my pillow when she began to walk over to the bed. I starred her up and down and then licked my lips starring at her black and gold Chanel rain boots.
"How is it that you are in a hospital bed, with the possibility of never walking again and you can still be a flirt and try to get shit started." she said when I wrapped my arm around her.
"You, my third leg ain't stop working i'm hard right now." I said placing my hand in my sweatpants. I know I was wrong for trying to get busy in hospital, but honestly it's been three weeks and i explained how sex with Niya was my way to relieve stress. And for the past three weeks I've had alot of stress put on my plate.
"You really need to quit" she said as i pulled her closer and began inhalling her sexy sent.
"Straddle my lap" I said kissing her neck.
"No" she said laughing, but not pulling away.
"Come on, I want you to get on top and ride it how you like it" I said lightly smacking the side of her thigh.
"Nooo" she said lightly moaning.
"You know you want to, when the last time you got some of this good dick. When the last time you came, I know you still be horny" I said palming her ass while i looked down her shirt. I slowly slide my hand to the front and began unbuttoning her shirt one by one. I was in a hospital bed and was still about to get some ass, I was the man. I leaned back and she straddled my lap being careful like she could hurt me.
"Do that hurt?" she said smiling.
"You funny huh?" I said feeling a tingle in my legs. I unbotton all the buttons on her shirt except for the last three and slowly slide the shirt over her shoulders.
"A little" she said pulling off her rain boots. I was grateful that i had enough money to afford my own room and didn't have to share, because what i was about to do should have been off limits. I knew I had some time becuase whenever Niya came to visit the nurses always gave us a few hours alone, maybe because I was paying them off to leave me the fuck along. Only come through when they have to.
"Lay on your back and let me see it" I said sitting up while she laid on her back placing both legs in the air. I help her pull her leggons and thong over her ass and down a little and admired my favorite place. I licked two fingers and lightly began to spread her lips and making her jump a little. I leaned forward and lightly blew between her legs and she took a sharp breathe. "One blow got you ready to explode." I said rubbing my fingers back and forth. I began playing with her clit starring at her face while she moaned lightly and humped against my finger. I stuffed my index finger inside her making sure no one else been inside of my cave and it was just how I left it "tight".
"King you gonna make me cum" she moaned while she gripped the sheets.
"Really?" I said smirking while she set up and began to ride my hand.
"Yea, ride my hand like you gonna ride my dick" I said grabbing one of her breast. I pulled her hair out of her ponytail and watched it fall over her shoulders.
"Baaaby" she moaned into my ear.
"Huh?" I said wrapping my arm around her waist pulling her closer.
"I miss you," she said while she began to press the button letting the bed lay flat.
"I miss you too, you gonna show me how much you miss me." I said while she began to pull down my sweats.
"Yea" she smirked and began licking her lips. Before she could wrap her warm lips around my dick, there was a knock on the door.
"Fuck" I said under my breath while Niya quickly buttoned up her shirt.
"Who is that?" she said getting off the bed and placing on her boots while she finger combed her hair.
"Like I know, go get it" I said pressing the button and pulling my bed back up in sitting position, I covered my hard dick with a pillow and turned on the television on.
"Hey Man" Rell said walking through the door holding April hand after Niya unlocked it.
Even through me and Rell fought, he was still my nigga and I was still his nigga. We weren't a bunch of bitchs that would let sum hoe come between us. When I woke up he was right next to me and ever since then he's been coming to see me atleast twice a week. Real talk, he was a real nigga and it kills me to know how bad I fucked him over.
April hugged Niya and I could feel the tension between, I haven't told April that Niya know about us and I told Niya to keep it quiet until everything was cool and settled. One thing I noticed is that Dior and Niya started talking more and more often and it was starting to kill me. I didn't want my main talking to someone that I jumped off. Since I was in the hospital it was Niya who was helping Dior out and they began growing tight.
"Girl those are some cute rain boots." April said sitting next to Niya and smacking her thigh.
"Thank you" Niya said smiling and making me believe she could forgive, but the look deep in her eyes said something else.
"How you feelin man?" Rell said coming up and giving me a pound.
"Good good" I said shaking my head.
"Nigga, when you get out of here you know I can't stand hospitals." Rell said looking around.
"Damn you actin like I've been here forever it's been a few weeks and I'm the one that's hurt, but you don't hear me complaining."
"Whateva dude, you need to take your ass home, I've been writing and this shit is fucking fire, I'ma need you to hook this shit up for me"
"I don't know when I'm going to be able to het back in the studio" I said shaking my head and shrugging my shoulders.
"You need to get there like ASAP, they said your legs don't fucking work they didn't mention shit about you arms."
"Stop being mean" April said looking at him.
"It's aight, I'm quite use to him being an asshole." I said laughing.
"I am not, but on the real through these rumors are spreading like wild fire even MTV picked up on this crazy baby shit happening with you. So I gotta know how many babies you got on the way."
"Man, mind your business I ain't fucking you so it shouldn't matter how many I got on thye way." I said becoming ver uncomfortable with the conversation.
"I'm just asking nigga" he said joking around more.
"Okay, why did you bring him here if you knew he was going to be an asshole." I asked April.
"I don't know he wanted to come along." she asid laughing.
"Niya, could you get me some water" I said feeling a little dryness in my throat.
"Yea," she said standing up and walking towards the table. She began to pour my water and I could see her hands shaking I could sense the emotions she was going through and I didn't know what to do or how to do it. I had to be an ass to make my girl feel this low. I was going to fix it someway somehow. I didn't know how to get us to the next point, but we couldn't continue going the way we were going.
Niya chapter 52
I was sitting aorund talking to April until her and Rell left, leaving me and King to sit around together, I usually stayed until he went to sleep. I was thinking about April when King began to call me back to back and it began to annoy me.
"Yes" I said slightly bothered.
"Did you hear me?" he said raising an eyebrow.
"Not really" I said softly putting on my neutral face, no matter how I was feeling I could always pull this face out and act like everything was okay even through right now it felt like my life was falling apart slowly.
"Where your head at?" he said sighing.
"I'm here" I said sucking my teeth.
"No, you not, Niy I know you what's going on with you"
"I don't know it's just too much right now."
"What's too much" he said sitting up and rubbing my back and then I pulled awy.
"Everything like what?" he said with his voice becoming annoyed. "Like us?" he said after I set silent for a minute.
"I don't know" I said looking at him and the look on his face said it all/
"Man, Niya go head" he said waving his hand.
"What?" I said in a wierd voice.
"Go" he practically yelled in my face.
"What you mean go?" I said confused.
"Niy, you're a smart enough girl to comprehend. I'm done playing this game with you begging you to be here. I'm tired of trying to explain to you why I love you, why I want you to be here, or how bad I ant to make us work. I'm cripple and tired so you can leave because you don't have any obligations to me." he said lifting himself and sliding back down.
"So what you saying?" I said catching an attitude.
"You can leave, and you ain't gotta come back tomorrow or the next day or the day after that. I'll keep in contact with you for my son, but other then that I won't be stressing I honestly rather be by my fucking self."
"So now you telling me that it's over?" I said standing up catching an attitude extra quick." Yea, cuz I'm not beat you can go head with that I'm a little girl and I'm confused bullshit."
"What are you talking about, I'm not acting like anything right now." I said placing my hand on my chest.
"Wateva Niy, like I said earlier you don't have to come to check on me anymore because they pay people to do it" he said being an asshole.
"Honestly I don't even know what you're talking, but I can tell you that I don't care you don't want me to come through anymore I won't, but you're going to have to explain to your son why he can't see you." I said standing up and collecting all of my stuff.
"Niy, you won't keep my son from me and I put that on my fucking life, unless you want to be lying up in this hospital with me." he said starring me directly in my eyes.
"Are you threatening me?" I asked placing down my bag and starring at him.
"Take it how you want to, but I promise you that no one on this earth is going to stop me from seeing my seed." he said in a calm voice. "Now, you don't want to come through fine, I don't give a shit, but my son will see me. Do I make myself clear?"
"Do you make yourself clear?" I asked raising my voice. "I don't know what drug they been shooting in your veins, but let me make something clear, I'm your sons mother and it's what I say go. You wasn't the one who pushed him out and breast fed him, without your help. You went and lived your life while I was playing mother twenty four seven. So before you let this shit go to your hear remember that I was the one here when you wasn't around and I'll be here when you go away. You want to threaten me, you lost your rabbit ass mind, I'm crazy ass hell don't let the Chanel conufuse you of the asswhipping I will deliver and don't let the five g's on the weave, get you thinking that I don't know niggas that will come to your house and mirk you" I said leaning over."
"Bitch are you crazy, don't ever threaten my life" he screamed tpwards me.
"Or what? I just threatened you and I still stand here in good health with my Chanel on and my five thousand dollar weave intact" I said running my fingers through my hair. "Let me remind you of who is in crontrol and who is the little bitch boy. You need me, not the other way around."
"I swear if I wasn't in this bed" he said speaking through his teeth.
"But you are," I said smirking. "So how about this I'ma go blow a wad of your cash and then I'm gonna drive your whip around and I might not even come see you tomorrow." I said picking my stuff back up and walking away.
"Fuck you bitch" he screamed behind me.
"Yea, yea, yea" I said waving and walking away.
I don't know wha that nigga heard, or what that nigga thought, but I can tell you what it is and where it's at. I'm a boss bitch, I drive the Aston Martins and the driver takes me where I need to go. I'm always a timid girl when people meet me, but most people think it's a weakness. Sad for them because I run shit call me the general because I always get the last laugh. If he want to think that he can say and do whatever he want then let him. I been nice for way to loong accepting his bull for waaay too long and he think he can threaten me, that will be the day. I don't have time for this shit with him, I started to dial Dior's number when the rain began to fall.
"Hello" she said in a dull voice.
"What you doing?"
"Nuttin, thinking about what I want to eat" she said sighing.
"I'm about to come pick you up and we can figure it out together." I said placing her on speaker.
"Aren't you suppose to be with King for like the next hour"
"Yea, but he's being an ass so fuck it and fuck him."
"I hear that girl, I'm craving some steak" she said groaning.
"Girl, you always craving steak are you having a aby or a full grown man."
"I don't know, but either way they eating more then I am" she said laughing.
"I know that's right, so did you just invite me to lunch so i can listen to you bitch and moan about King."
"Hell yea you won't believe what the bastard did and how he been acting"
"I will, I told you that nigga is too much work to put up with, like from the way he treat you I'm glad we ain't have a relationship." she said sighing.
"Girl, you know it ain't that bad." I said trying to play it off because even if it wasn't the greatest I could admit that most of the time, it was one of the bestest. Since Dior and I began hanging out all she really been doing is telling me how bad of a dud King was and right about now I was honestly sick of it. I don't know why she didn't like him, but I knew when they were left alone that it was a different story. It's been plenty of times where I saw her looking at him sideways, why I never said something I just couldn't bring myself to it. Right now if she wanted him, he would be all of hers because I'm done giving all of me.
"Girl are you listening to me?" Dior said breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Not really, what you say?"
"NOthing, you coming right?" she said spinning the conversation around.
"Yea, I'm headed there now call you when I get out front" I said placing the phoen down without listening to a goodbye. I set in my car and dialed Sasha, she was and will always be my bestfriend and I knew at this point and time that she would keep it real.
"Yo, yo, yo" she answered the phone laughing.
"Someone sounds better" I said after how depressed shes been because she was now stuck to the confinements of her house.
"Yea, I can't complain chilling with my family brings the best out of me." she sadi making me think about me and King.
"That's good" I said with a deep sigh.
"What's wrong?" she said knowing me better then anyone else.
I waited a minute then I spilled my whole life out, I released all of me that I've been feeling, but didn't tell anyone. I told her about what just happened at the hospital and what was going on with me. Expressing the feelings to her that I could never express with anyone else.
"So you not going to say anything?" I asked becoming confused.
"Oh, I just thought that you wanted to get shit ff of your chest." she said in a calm voice.
"No, I mean yea, but I still want your opinion." I said sighing.
"Yo, you crazy I don't know why, but you like to abuse King"
"I do not" I said laughing.
"I'm dead serious, you do wateva you want to him and when he shows you that he can do the same you be the first one to act like a victim. I mean honestly what more do you want from him. You would think after all the shit that Cash put you through, that you would be greatful to have someone love you and treat you like King treats you. Man you wild, I don't know much about this love shit becuase everything I loved been snatched away from me one way or another, but I can tell you if you push love away then it will leave. Once it gone, it's gone forever and you have to live with the fact you did it wrong forever." she said making me think twice. "While you sit around thinking that man owe you something remember you owe him just as much. Yea, you had your heart broken by fucking with those little ass boys, but then you had you're pieces back together. Just like you never experience something this strong niether has he and you blame him for not knowing what to do. The one thing he's never stopped doing was fighting for you and for ya'll to move forward. It's funny how he left your past in the past and you can't get over his past. I think you're selfish." she said in a blunt voice.
"How a I selfish when he's the one that went and got other bitchs pregnant?"
"You turned around and became bff's with the itch he got pregnant, and yea that's cool I guess, but when you let that bitch talk down your man infront of your face it's not cool."
"Don't call Dior a bitch." I said not wanting to talk about Dior becuase I knew that they had a serious beef going on.
"Honestly I wasn't referring to it in a disrespectful manner when I said it that time, but this time I am. FUCK that BITCh, you playing yourself thinking that she ain't a scandolous chick."
"She's not" I said tired of hearing these two talk smack about eachother.
"Yea okay, even April said it and April knwo everything about the industry. She a goopie, a well played out groopie, but at the end of the day shes a groopie."
"With this bullshit again, I don't give a fuck what April said" I said becoming annoyed wondering why I even called her in the first place.
"Yea aight, you can play the bitch as you best and I'll just play her to the left." she said sucking her teeth.
"You sound mad silly, like Diors a really cool and down to earth chick and I don't care how you or anyone feels about our friendship."
"If you say so" she said smirking.
"I do, like she mad chill and even through King is her babyfather we still cool."
"Maybe, you can believe the hype, but I don't I think she's lying"
"About what?" I said annoyed even more.
"King being the father, she fucked a hundred of fucking rappers and she just so happen to get pregnant by King fuck outta here she can't fool my ass I know it's something up with that story."
"What you saying?" I said becoming a little confused.
"I'm telling your ass to get a paternity test."
"For what, she ain't lying even King said he fucked her raw." I said pulling on to a road full of traffic.
"Him and a million other niggas, I guess you just gonna sit here and act clueless."
"OMG why do you hate her soo fucking much, it's starting to make you look bad practically jealous." I said knowing I was pressing a button with her temper. Oh well she want to play hard, well call me Jeter cuz I'm up to bat.
"Bitch are you fucking crazy, don't even come at me like that."
"I'm just saying" I said in a calm voice.
"Yea, aight like I said what the fuck I look like being a hater. I look like a yes and that bitch look like a no" she said sucking her teeth letting me know that I got under her skin.
"You just let the fact that you don't like her blurr your judgement."
"Ain't shit blurring my judgement, but reality you act like you don't know shit about scandalous girls. Like you ain't work, live, and eat with these bitchs. Living the lifestyle you lived should have taught you these things, but if you wanna play blind to these hoes go right on head and I promise not to stop you. Just remember when you get hurt don't be surprised if I don't give a fuck."
"Honestly, you ain't gotta give a fuck I'ma grown ass women who is okay with taking care of my fucking sefl I don't need you or anyone else giving a fuck about me." I screamed.
"Yo, calm yourself" Sashs said catching an attitude.
"Or what Sasha," I said getting tough.
"You know what, bye" she said hanging up the phone. I looked at my phone surprised that she gotten so blunt and had the balls to hang up the phone that I got mad. I threw my phone in the backseat and proceeded to drive to pick up Dior.
"Girl, took you long enough" Dior said hopping in the passenger side.
"I got into it with Sasha." I said sighing.
"Over what?" she said sucking her.
"Teeth shit that happened with King, but you know how that goes she gotta keep it "gudda" like we too old for that hood shit. She always wanna get to tough and hood for what, your point is still a point with out the gangsta talk" I said shaking my head.
"It's just that some girls have class and some don't and Sasha isn't like us, she don't know how to be a lady." Dior said placing her red Dior bag down between her legs.
"I just don't get it with her sometimes and then she had the nerves to fucking hang up the phone."
"She's childish like I understand that ya'll friends and everything, but when is you going to reazlize that she's still a lil ass kid. Like I know ya'll cool and I ain't been wanting to say this because I didn't know how you would take it, but I really think it's time that you let her go completely she ain't doing anything, but making you look bad. You are the one going with someone in the spot light and she's messing with a nobody so when she get rowdy and you aroudn her rather or not if you was in it, you're name is the name that get mentioned not hers. Maybe you should just cool out from her until she matures becuase I believe that she aint' doing shit, but bringing you down.
Even through Sasha was my freind some of the shit she was saying was making sense to me. Sasha been this way for waaay tooo fucking long, she's been acting wild liek this and it's time to grow up, now that I was a popular face being a hoodrat isn't cool anymore. I was going to have to think about all that drama later, and for now just enjoy my everyday on this earth.
Aight Author's Question:
Is King right for dissing Niya even through he's the one who made her that way?
Is Niya right for playing with King's emotiongs?
Was Sasha right for saying what she said?
And tell me what you think....